Irritability today. Lack of sleep and not being in my own space probably.
Not much to report. It was a lazy day due to exhaustion of previous day.
Apple and kombucha for breakfast
Dates and an apple for lunch with gogi berries and cacao nibs for a snack
Pineapple for dinner with warm coconut milk for dessert
Lots of tea and blueberry pomegranate juice throughout the day.
I will say though that I think I may break my fruit cleanse at this three day mark. Not so much weakness as just the fine tuning of what my body is telling me. We will see upon awakening.
In case you are wondering, Bailey seems slightly better. Not great but better than last night. I cried intensely this morning thinking this was it but she ate a little bit this morning and had a decent day. Now as we settle down into bed she seems to be weary and fragile again. She refused to eat anything else today and has taken only a few sips of water. As a yogi we practice on a regular the idea of non-attachment and incorporating its lessons into our lives. As a mother attachment is something I just cant seem to part with in regards to my loves. I want what is best for her, what is best for all of them and yet at times it just seems so difficult to make that final decision. Really, how do you know???
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