Workings of the Inter-dimensional Mind

I may be on the verge of something profoundly connected...or losing myself to the void of the neurological.

Lately I've been "thinking"/feeling really that it is possible to be in two dimensions simultaneously. That we have this ability to walk through life as we usually do, but if we become still and quiet enough, our brain throws what appears to be random thoughts at us. I have read numerous spiritual texts implying something similar, but never had I yet been fortunate to actually experience it! Typically, we cast these random thoughts aside as odd thinkings/workings of the mind or we delve into them finding pleasure in our little ridiculous fantasies. Looking at them as something so mere, when in fact, they are actually our awareness of being awake, ever so present even in another time space continuum. In this other dimension we are then living this out. We are only able to hold onto the "fantasy" part for moments at a time because our presence in this dimension flits in and out of awareness.

I have also found this to be true in our dreams, thus our fantastic ability for what we believe to be de-ja-vu, when in "reality" it is our dimensional being-ness becoming entwined.

Perhaps when these finally weave together is when we have the capacity for understanding our multidimensional multitudes of existence, the ability to transcend time and space, to be in two places at the same time- perhaps even hundreds of places at the same time because we are made up of particle and therefore then able to BE in all areas and dimensions whenever we open ourselves up to it!

I have been feeling this on a subtle level and "playing" with the concept of choosing to change it, block it, end it, and in my dream state, more lucidly most likely, choosing before I drift, to have encounters with beings of my choice. Of course I am unable to dictate how the story between myself and these beings will unfold. I prefer this, as otherwise I fear it would be too controlling and then lose its numinosity. This has cause for some interesting plays brought forth which I find educationally fascinating! Im finding myself deeply connected to a vast and intriguing part of myself more and more, and feel the urge for ritual of a life previously lived or living or the possibility of yet to be lived.

Im often put down for these ways of "thought", cast aside, or told that all there is, is this moment, this life, right now. More often than not I feel like Im more than one person living simultaneously amoungst others.... in my psyche...or amoungst others in regards to other dimensions. Its not MPD...more of a place of experiencing other lives lived that just so happen to be coherent with each other.

To be able to feel my consciousness experiencing life in other fields at exactly the same time Im riding my bike down a trail or feeling that de-ja-vu while conversing with someone, always takes me into this zone. My friend Molly says my eyes glaze a bit. I cant help but wonder what is to come of this awareness. Maybe something profound that catches my presence in my utter sensitivities to this world and others or then again, maybe Im just caught up in the workings of the mind.... I like to believe the former. Seeing as how we use only 10% of our brains, wouldnt it be so immeasurably wonderful to be able to resource so much more within simply by getting still and quiet and feeling our way?

I hesitate to share such self inquiries with the world wide web but cant resist that knocking in my gut that there are others out there that are witnessing themselves this way as well and just need to know that they are not alone. I feel I must step into the vulnerability of sharing with you. And that there is possibility in the infinite and in the abundance of the workings of the inter-dimensional mind~